The dogwood trees teach us things about September
They lose their leaves and don't remember
My signature scent
Frangipani/ gardenia,. White flowers
Cut grass
Baking bread
Honey/ beewax
Cocoa butter
Pine forest, pine sap
"You can have vengeance or you can have peace but you cannot have both" Herbert Hoover (to Truman 1946)
"When you come to a fork in the road, take it." Cormac McCarthy
Something to determine someday: what do you do when you feel shitty that's not just call Jeremy and get him to fix your brain, or self harm.
Alternate weekend plans
And a bath on a Sunday morning
2 fancy brunches
3 movies
And read the letters and wrote one, and about a hundred pages of book, and some real computer game serves
Walk in roma st
Play expanse game, play computer games
Bath
Letters
Boy wjth heron 12:20 myer 3:30 barracks
Chicago 7sat 6 sun?
Pedicure
When I'm near a store
Dish soap
Trash bags
Olive oil
Olives
Mustard
Hand towels
Tartan fabric
Pay off house by 45th birthday
Go on five dates 1
Go to Sydney and Melbourne
Telling people every move to make, reaction when people tell me, how will I lnow when I'm doing it
What went well this year? What was the year like? What occurred or was accomplished?
How do you want this year to be different?
Look to sub goals
Mankind
Adam Cole
Iishi
L
El Hijo del vikengo
Brian Danielson
Edge
Timeless Toni Storm
Hart, Julia (Hayman, Paul?)
Will Osprey
Adam Page
L
Kommander
E
Rhea Ripley
There's ways Saigon is like Brisbane, that wide slow sweep of the mangrove river
Recognize someone every day who I haven't recognized in the last week
Origin, selma movies to check out
Everything felt strange and bright and unfamiliar, and I didn’t know if the world was a different place now because I knew it had such things in it, or if I was a different person now having seen it, and I didn’t know which possibility was more terrifying, or more exhilarating.
What I said was: if you feel unaffected by any amount of kindness and acceptance, and the smallest negative things you find to be someone attacking you or persecuting you, that is an internal process you have to manage internally. There is no way to change other people's behavior enough to not feel this way because you will never be able to ensure that every person is treating you the way you have in your mind every minute. And so the self selection of your data pool is so strong you cannot modify it externally, because no matter how people treat you you will feel victimised by whatever parts of that treatment aren't what you expect or want. You have to change your observations and relationship to these inputs, to be able to see when people are treating you well and how their behavior and thoughts feel to them.
75 percent of journalists killed in the world were killed in Gaza
Best part of hanging out with a toddler "if i had a friendship party I would invite everyone I know and love especially you"
